Whoever said it will get easier chats shit I’m sorry but it really doesn’t grandad i still remember the day you shut you eyes for the final time and being the mug I was and not coming to see you before hand. I’m sorry grandad I’m really sorry. I tried making it up to you best I could carrying you for your final journey but to me it still hasn’t. I love you all the world and miss you more each day. I can’t wait to come to the other side and see you smile once again and hear you laugh and just everything. I hope I’m making you proud I love ya ❤️